Putting on the Ritz....or so i try

Im sitting here thinking of all the shit that i have to get done, and im not in the mood to do it. Im NOT in the mood to do much of anything. Kinda bummed out that the girls from my floor or anyone period didnt get to come to the panel this evening. o well i guess in the folks that were there, hopefully they can pass the message along. so i hope. Kinda in a down and out mood, feel like crying. i dont know

To Sum It All Up (sorta)

Where to start...OMG what a night at the dance! it was great i really enjoyed getting flipped around by jim, and seeing all of my friends in their outfits. they were all great. it was fun but i wish they would have played some music i could have danced to. o well there will be others~
Afterparty: had a good time relaxing with the family and friends. I think i was a bit ( ok a lot ) out there~ im sorry to all... I eventually went to sleep on jims couch and i guess i missed showtunes, cher, and grease. imaging three gay bois singing and dancing. oh my! got home and went to bed this was about 0530. then was woke up by the phone and britt saying are u guys coming...she was suppose to call us at 0700 to make sure we could get there on time, eh. so jenn and i got there in time to run to mcdonalds to eat with the 'rang crew and then from there it was back to jenns to hide out and chill. Rob was here for the dance and i was so excited. tre came up and was watching movies with jenn and i. hw is done and its almost monday (damn). i cant wait to get the pictures developed :D night to all

you all looked great! love to all-
MRS

Just Can't Wait....TO BE KING!

Friday-
Math class ugh!
Work...DOUGHNUTS, APPLES, and TANGERINE oh my...
After that I'm going to get my costume for the ball and then see if the mail has come and then... :D (no and then....)
Jenn, we are going to have a blast...this is something that we should send Chuck pictures of.
I am so excited about everything I have already been up for a few hours...which is odd, but whatever.
There is a cool breeze in the air.
Off To Class- have a fab day!

Work...no apples or tangerine (sad) but nonetheless we have the coma inducing pink triangles with rainbow sprinkles! It looks like they are not filled, odd.

This morn' when i was doodling to math, i was noticing how beautiful today is...gray and navy blue clouds cover the sky. the sun is barely kissing the gabled roof tops. tree tops are swaying and the ground is covered with leaves of gold. there are trails cut through the leaves from where others have made themselves a new walkway. its perfect...thinking where is my camera...damn, o well :D
again have a fab day!

Break from Writing Lesson Plans

So my little girl today was an out right bitch. And its not just me thinking and saying that, but the rest of the class doesnt like my little girl...im trying to figure out ways to get her to not be such a bitch and listen to me.

So im trying to finish writing my educational gymnastics and swimming lessons so i can get to bed to throw rangs tomorrow.

I have embraced my inner nerd...and have taken a liking to yo-yos, and now rangs. im thinking i like things that come back to me...haha o well what can i say i guess ill try to apply it to life...

You're Never Fully Dressed Without A Smile!

Highlights from Broadway was the theme at our table at VI. (This was after the Dragapella show on campus, which my abs hurt from laughing.) We sang excerpts from Oklahoma, Annie, West Side Story, and Rent. Got to love it. I have been to New York City twice and every time Im always game for some Broadway Plays. Miss Abra was not enjoying the singing...especially Annie. I was the little red headed girl that could and would sing highlights from Annie. Jim once told me that i am a gay man trapped in a Lesbians body...um...okay? Music has always been and will forever be a big influence on my life, ever since 5th grade i have been in the choir and played in the band. and this one time at band camp- i have never been to band camp haha. I had a great time this evening thanks for the laughs...

Oh yeah, how does it feel to be rode by a drag queen? Travis the look on your face was classic, did u ever take ballroom dancing??

Nothing really at all...honest

Fuckin Women-"And you know when you're fuckin them it gets complicated"

Ich Spiele FuBball!

This morning when i woke up, the first thing that passed through my head was...its almost Friday. In my KIN 2000 class we were suppose to play a game of soccer but the teacher was like no not today....grr i was so looking forward to that- maybe tuesday- I just wanna challege myself by playing soccer with boys. im bummed that we couldnt play today- so im gonna go work out here soon.

Yippie~ the one thing college students look forward to- getting mail that isnt bills or junk. i got a letter from my family and inside was 2 school pictures :D it was of Trevor and Sarah, they are growing up so fast. I cant wait to get Jim's senior pictures

It takes me back a bit. I remember when Jim was getting ready to start high school- and starting to drive (scary)- When Trevor still thought girls had koodies and the only thing he would rather do is follow dad around. Then there is Sarah, miss 11 yrs old and knows more than anyone else, there is such an age gap between her and i, 10yrs, but still i watch her and remember doing some of the things she does now. I was such a tomboy when i was her age, at least mom doesnt have to force Sarah into a dress or doing her hair, instead of it going into a ponytail. I have missed out on so much being away at school. Maybe when things settle down they wouldnt mind catching me up on everything.

I can't get enough

Embrace your inner song. Express your inner music.
Whatever beat you may have inside, LET IT SING, LET IT OUT!

After the meeting

Jenn and Abra are discussing the dances theme and decorations. Miss Abra mentions that she was getting many ideas for decorations, which could be scary. My thought to myself was Abra hosting Martha Stewarts shows while Martha is in prison. evil grin

I am really excited right now. My costume for the ball is finally complete! It is great! hehe

Life's a bitch and she keeps having puppies...food for thought-yummy food.....

look, it's shiny!

If homosexuals don't reproduce, why are there so many of them? haha

Are straight people afraid of gay people because they think we are going to seduce children into interior design?

Spoils of the day

I guess I have figured out whats wrong with me. I have drank bad apple juice and ate chicken that has set out for a few hours.

I hear your not suppose to eat glue HAHA!

Please be kind, Rewind! I WILL BREAK YOU IF YOU DO NOT! *grins*

So after my bad day, Im telling my swimming instructor im a land person- aquatics is not for me. *tips head to left side and feels water behind tympanic membrane*

On my way back from class this evening i was walking in the grass and kicking up the leaves of gold that have blanketed the ground singing "If I had a million dollars"

Im the batman!
Thinking about doing homework and putting some Sarah on, gotta love it *sighs*
So random this all is...

Slippery When Wet

GRR! My swimming class is driving me crazy! Im not a fish-i dont swim-i cant swim-im trying my best! GRR!

This Morning I laid down amongst the grass and leaves and made an angel shape. like a snow angel but a leaf angel. Im far from an angel! It looked good. If i was to come upon a leaf angel i would smile and think what was that person thinking? hehe. j/k

I had a dream lastnight- Linus was doing a workout video "Lifting with Linus" He had the sweatband to keep his hair back and wrist cuffs to match. And of course he was in his kilt. <what did i eat lastnight?>

Just Keep Swimming!

I gotta keep looking on the brighter side of life. Keeping my head up and my nose to the grindstone. I can say that I am in an interesting spot, im in school where there is not a lot of queers around, and it is kinda upsetting to me but along with this I am realizing how great my friends are here. I have made some friends that i know will, if not already impact my life in so many ways. I can see my horizons be broadened. But other than that....its that time of the year that the leaves turn to gold and fall to the ground. It is so beautiful to see this transition. Im waiting to see how my transitions are going to pan out. Im thinking all is going to be okay! you cant just float on the sea of life with out having to deal with the ripples. but the ripples create character.

Thinking about raking a pile of leaves up and then jumping into them. (a kid at heart)